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[26 May 2008|11:46pm] |
I'm the biggest player you've ever met. I have a woman in almost every area that I happen to be in for a long period of time. I'm egotistical as hell and believe that I am not only god's gift to women but the music industry as well. I'm quick tempered and could care less about people I call my friend's. I'm only out for me and what's best for my career and most relationships I've had have been only to further that career. I staged the biggest breakup of my life to make a bigger splash and to portray myself as the victim. I am a bad person and it doesn't bother me one bit.
Is that what you expected me to say?
Well I'm sorry to disappoint but that person only exists within the tabloids and is a fabrication of who I really am. You can't always believe everything you read because if you did, you'd believe that I really was that horrible person.
So what's the truth?
Well the truth is that I'm actually none of those things. I prefer to be in a relationship as I'm most happy when I can take care of someone. I suppose it stems off of having people willing to do everything for me and wanting to do the same for someone in return. I have absolutely no game at all so there's no way I'd be able to pull off talking to more than one woman at a time. Not to mention I'm a pretty loyal guy when I've got my sights set on someone, even in its early stages. I've had success in a lot of things because of my ability to focus and it seems to apply to my relationships as well.
Contrary to popular belief, I don't think I'm all that great. I love what I do and I'm lucky that I get to do what I really love for a living. I mean who wouldn't want to get paid for doing something they'd do for free? It's amazing but I'm not naive enough to think that my talent is the best talent in the pool right now. There are a lot of singers that can outsing me on any day. One of whom I had the pleasure to call a bandmate and friend for 7 years. I am just lucky to be able to stand beside those singers and on occassion share in their incredible talent.
It seems that in every interview I've done as of late, I get asked the same particular question. "What do you think is going on with Britney?" Truth is, I don't know. I haven't talked to her in years so I don't feel that it's my place to analyze a situation I know nothing about. However what I do know is that she and I spent a lot of beautiful time together. We were a great couple and it was a great ride. It's no secret that our split was rough but I don't regret it. I feel that with every experience you have, you should learn something from it and if you do, it shapes who you are as a person. I like who I am now and I'm not sure I'd be the same person had I not gone through the experiences that I did. Life isn't always rainbows and sunshine. It can be hurricanes and tornados but if you can just make it through the storm, you'll find that you're a much stronger person than you ever thought you'd could be and that rain doesn't last always. Britney has a good heart and I believe with everything that I am that she will make it through the storm on both feet. People underestimate her but they shouldn't. She's a lot stronger than people realize.
Besides everything I've already said, I probably should clear up one other thing. No, I am not dating Jessica Biel. She's a friend and in tabloid land, you can't possibly have a female friend, it simply has to be your secret girlfriend. I'm single for the first time in a long time and I'm enjoying it for the most part. However, I usually never stay single for very long, so we'll see how long this will last.
Honestly, I'm just a normal guy who's name everyone happens to know. I'm a little sensitive despite having been in this business long enough to develop a thick skin. I'm also a mama's boy. Now that I'll say proudly without any hint of hesitation. I love my mama and without her, I definitely wouldn't be the man I am today. Awards, Grammys, and number one hits are incredible but to have my mama be proud of me is even better. I think if everyone had that philosophy, perhaps we wouldn't have so many people catching DUI's.
So I'll end this long ramble by saying that I've only scratched the surface of who I really am. I've yet to meet a person who could completely put down on paper just who they are. People are complex and to truly know someone, you have to take the time to explore their mind. So if there are any adventurors out there, give me a call and I'd be more than happy to hand you a flashlight.
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[19 Mar 2008|01:58am] |
I guess I’ll miss you, one more night
I keep tryin, to get it right
I got no story, ain’t been told
These tired excuses, girl they’re gettin old
Cause Darling I don’t wanna let you down
with all these dead end dreams and all this running ‘round
But Darling I could never let you get away
I’ll do my best to make you stay, stay yeah
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